The Rare Occasions - Notion

Sure it’s a calming notion, perpetual in motion
But I don’t need the comfort of any lies
For I have seen the ending and there is no ascending rise

Back when I was younger, was told by other youngsters
That my end will be torture beneath the earth
‘cuz I don’t see what they see when death is staring at me
I see a window, a limit, to live it, or not at all

If you could pull the lever to carry on forever
Would your life even matter anymore?
Sure it’s a calming notion, perpetual in motion
But it’s not what you signed up for