updog - bouncy boy

I got these thrills creeping up on me
I don’t think about it
I don’t prioritize my mama
So I sing about it
I think I need to find a new door
And some one to lock it
Just don’t forget me when I disappear
Turn off the faucet

I think I’m going crazy
Or maybe just feel lazy
I think its time I found a hobby
Baby please don’t blame me
Instead of finding ways to sabotage my own existence
I guess its time I try to seek professional assistance

Packing in the punch in the end zone
I don’t think I’ll live til the end though
One more day with no end goal
Think I missed my crescеndo
My constant fear of facing death
So I just minimize it
And livе a life of shitty health
Fake forms of energizin’
Pre- Chorus:

Can’t you find a way to recover me
Can’t you find a way to just say
‘no’ ‘no’ ‘no’
‘no’ ‘no’ ‘no’

When my mind gets the best of me
Time to find some serenity
And if my loved ones do turn on me
Then I need my own new entity

I got this bouncy boy inside me
I think needs revivin’
Some people say i lost the plot
So baby please don’t mind me
I say I’m special but i think its all just in my mind and
If you knew me better i know it'd probably not surprise you

I think its all a phase of
My sanity’s behavior
If it was honest it would say that I don’t need no favor
Just long lost dreams of my own youth and all that poor behavior
Feels like I’m just stuck in Orion’s belt and theres no savior
Put me once again in the friend zone
Didn’t give me love in the end though
One more day in life alone
I think I’ve crashed and burned yo
My shitty choice to lead a life of chemical assistance
With no one there for me I know it’s hard to build resistance

Can’t you find a way to recover me
Can’t you find a way to just say
‘no’ ‘no’ ‘no’
‘no’ ‘no’ ‘no’

When my mind gets the best of me
Time to find some serenity
And if my loved ones do turn on me
Then I need my own new entity