SECRETS - Hold On

I’m barely hanging onto myself anymore
Cause all I see is the darkness ahead
It’s staring back at me
When I tried my best to find my place in this life I’ve been bestowed upon
For the past three years of life
I’ve never felt this way before
Everything that I’ve done has left me feeling torn
And I tried oh I’ve tried
To find the meaning and the purpose in my life
But all I ever found was a blind light
Don’t wake me if I’m dreaming
Cause life feels like a weight tied to my ankles in the deep end
Is this what you call sinking
Help me find the ground beneath my feet before I hit the fucking concrete
(I'm starting to disintegrate)
When ticking at this pace
There’s nowhere to retrace
At this pace I’m starting to disintegrate
So much for so much more
Closed every open door
At this point there’s nothing left worth fighting for
Hold on
I’m going round and round in circles
Chasing the wind they tell me just hold on
If they only knew how much I’ve been through
They’d probably eat their tongues
They always tell me that I’ll feel better if I
Just hold on a little longer
But I’ve grown of waiting anticipating
What will go wrong next
I need a savior now
When ticking at this pace
There’s nowhere to retrace
At this pace I’m starting to disintegrate
So much for so much more
Closed every open door
At this point there’s nothing left worth fighting for
There’s no afterglow
And nothing feels like home
When you’re stuck in the undertow
So much for so much more
Close every open door
At this point there’s nothing left worth fighting for
They always tell me that I’ll feel better if I
Just hold on a little longer
But I’ve grown of waiting anticipating
What will go wrong next
I need a savior now