Kevin Abstract - Corpus Christi (2019)

Kevin Abstract - Corpus Christi

Verse-1:
None of my boys know how to cope with this shit
We was on tour in Europe, I tried coke with this kid
See I need anything that make me feel less lonely
I get called a snake, a liar, a faggot, and a phony
Sometimes I feel like all I'm gon’ have is my money
And my day one homies just gon' be left with their money
And I'll stare at the skies until they start to fade away
Me and my cousin would play ball all day trying to perfect that fadeaway
All our childhood dreams found a way to fade away
Tyler Perry movies dawg, and Michael Jackson videos
My aunt Becky passin’, my pride won't let me call her
I've been a bad nephew, son, boyfriend, whatever they call it
I just hope when it's my turn to not see tomorrow
Y'all can forgive me for any pain that I ever seemed to cause you

Chorus:
If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday
Then boy you gotta let me go then
If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday
Then boy you gotta let me go then

Verse-2:
I wonder if Ameer think about me, or what he think about me
See when I think about me, I barely think about me
I think about the people that surround me, and how I let 'em down
I’m doin’ that right now by even fuckin' talkin’ 'bout this
I'm sorry Dom, I prolly shouldn't be puttin’ all our problems on the front lawn
Like that scene in Blow when George's mom called the feds 'cause it was hurtin' her rep
At what point do I do it for myself, instead of thinkin' 'bout the set?
I helped niggas get deals, I help niggas get healed
But I still feel like niggas wanna see me killed
Prolly 'cause my brother thought I was tryna see him killed
My sister be on Instagram tryna air me out
All because I won't give my niece a fuckin' shout out
If I ain't have Kelly I prolly would've stayed in Hawaii
My boyfriend more than an angel, it's a miracle he stuck by me

Chorus:
If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday
Then boy you gotta let me go then
If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday
Then boy you gotta let me go then

Outro:
Why me, why me, why me, why me?